If Love is God

Dear Angel, Soldier of God. Your golden shield breaks.
Dear Angel, Corrector of God. Mend my mistakes.
Dear Angel, Consoler of God. I need solace.
Dear Angel, Witness of God. Be my saving grace.
Dear Angel, Executor of God. Have mercy.
Dear Angel, Messenger of God. Pray, set me free.
Dear Angel, Son of God, I am starting to fade.

Dear Angel, if Love is God, fall- you are Dead.

I Bleed Easily

I'm afraid. Unravel me slowly, pray.
My mask unveiled. The smoke screen blown away.
I stand before you, unclothed- bare skin cold.
I've come undone. Helpless, no longer bold.

It's cold. So cold. Hold me my saving grace.
I have nothing- save your sweet, warm embrace.
Raw wounds, hurt me not when you handle me.
Hold me. Be gentle. I bleed easily.

A leap of faith, I'm learning how to fall.
Let my voice fall not on deaf ears when I call.
Angel, fold me in your wings. Hold me tight.
Soften the hard blows, make my burden light.

I'll no longer flinch at your tender touch.
No longer in the corner will I crouch.
Heal me, my wounds are eating me alive.
Without you as my shield, I will not survive.

Prayer

Angel, come back to me,
I will be good. I swear.
Angel, don't turn your back,
I've sinned- the burden you bear.

Angel, my salvation,
Without you, I'm undone.
Angel, fly not away,
I can only just run.

Angel, lift me back up,
With your wings, I can soar.
Angel, I am sorry.
Pray, punish me no more.

Run

~ Run! Run Run Run Run Run Run.
~ ~ From the Monster. From the dark.
~ ~ ~ Run Run! As fast as you can.
~ ~ ~ ~ Lest Fear leaves its fatal mark.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Run Run Run! Don't ever stop.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Each step will take you further.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Run Run Run Run! Dont look back.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ You know she's not your mother.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Run Run Run Run Run! Oh god!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ The Monster's so close, so close.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Run Run Run Run Run Run! Help!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I can feel the Monster's nose.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Run Run Run Run Run Run Run!

Where am I?

Back at square one.

The Perfect Marriage

They were the perfect marriage!
No one ever did question,
Her love or his- though different.
The perfect example of the opposite attraction.

He at work, the dominant,
Stoic and the hot temper.
She at home, the submissive,
Mild words, loving and tender.

Yes, they had their arguments,
He was worn-out, she was sick,
But they faced the world with smiles
They never once did wash their dirty linen in public

They were the perfect marriage!
No one ever did suspect-
One by madness, one by insanity,
Even in deaths - so perfect.